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[Oct. 27th, 2008|11:08 pm] |
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I am not one to get wrapped up in celebrity gossip but what's happened to Jennifer Hudson's family in the past few days is enough to break your heart. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2008|10:52 pm] |
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These headaches are getting ridiculous again. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2008|10:55 pm] |
"When love beckons to you, follow him, though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you, yield to him, though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden."
-Kahil Gibran |
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[Aug. 27th, 2008|10:16 pm] |
http://www.madison.com/tct/news/302430
I'm numb to the point were it's not hitting me. I don't know if it was growing apart from her or being so shattered after Pete that my heart can't handle it again. But that's scaring me- that it's not hitting. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2008|10:57 am] |
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Even when things are going wonderful in your life, it really sucks when you don't have someone to share it with on a level more the friendship. Friendship is what makes it bearable.
Still, I'd much rather take this than wallowing in sorrow and depression. Hello, light at the end of the tunnel! I wish you were brighter, but thank you for finding me again! |
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| My iTunes |
[Jul. 21st, 2008|05:43 pm] |
I haven't had this computer that long, but...
My Itunes:
How many songs total: 2,489
Most recently played: "Colored Lights"- The World Goes 'Round
Most recently added: "Where I Stood"- Missy Higgins
Sort by song title:
First Song: "ABC Cafe/Red and Black"- Les Miserables
Last Song: "1,000 Things"- Jason Mraz
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: "Scene: Colin's Room"- The Secret Garden (:16)
Longest Song: "On This Night of a Thousand Stars" through "A New Argentina" - Evita, UW-La Crosse 2005 Cast (48:33)
Sort by album:
First album: Across the Universe soundtrack
Last album: 0304- Jewel
First song that comes up on Shuffle: "Psyche Stalks Eros"-UW-La Crosse's Production of Metamorphoses
Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death - 7
Life - 46
Love - 126
Hate - 7
You - 128
Sex - 2 |
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[Jul. 1st, 2008|02:09 am] |
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When you're happy, the people you love will be miserable. When you're miserable, the people you love will be happy. That's just how it works... |
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[Jun. 27th, 2008|11:43 am] |
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Rant on irresponsibility to come |
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[Jun. 18th, 2008|11:26 am] |
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I don't think that people leave footprints on our hearts, like the famous quote says. I think we give away little pieces of our heart to the ones who touches our lives and they, in return, give us little pieces of theirs. Over our lifetime, our heart become like a patchwork quilt, made of little pieces of everyone we've ever loved.
When we fall in love and are loved in return, the joy we feel is that piece of their heart fitting perfectly into the hole left by the piece you gave them. The heart rejoices, it smiles, it beams. Love is a full and whole heart.
When our love is unrequited, our hearts hurt because we've given a piece of our heart to someone who won't give us a piece to fill that void. But the heart is an amazing thing. Over time, it'll heal that hole. Scar tissue may remain, but it doesn't hurt anymore. It's merely a reminder of that lost love.
When our heart breaks, the person who broke our heart's piece gets knocked out of place. The pain can be unbearable, but it eventually finds a new home in our heart were it fits. Not as prevalent as before, but always there.
When someone we loved leaves this world, their piece mourns it's master. But soon it learns that it can be the part of him that lives on. Those we have loved and lost always are alive in our hearts.
I hope I go to God with a heart that is no longer mine, but a pieces that make a perfect puzzle. Love with everything you have. Never regret having loved someone. At one time, they made you happy- even if it was just a fleeting moment. They added a patch to your quilt and helped make your heart whole. |
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[May. 21st, 2008|06:13 pm] |
"All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love. Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".
-Nisargadatta Maharaj
" The success of love is in the loving- it is not in the result of loving. Of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done".
-Mother Teresa |
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[May. 5th, 2008|10:28 am] |
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Start and end my college career with Irene Ryan nominations! Yippy! |
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[Mar. 27th, 2008|08:47 am] |
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My heart shattered on Nov. 18th. So far, no one nor nothing has been able to repair it. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2008|10:01 am] |
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I'm invisible again. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2008|04:42 pm] |
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The word "love" looks funny to my right now. |
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| Go figure... |
[Jan. 17th, 2008|11:19 am] |
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| You Should Be a Romance Novelist | 
You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.
You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...
And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.
As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2008|07:21 pm] |
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I am an emotional basketcase. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2008|01:57 pm] |
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I lost myself in the sorrow of the past few months. But I'm not down yet. I'm going to be myself again, come hell or high water. |
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